going the wrong way

We're going screen-free tomorrow and Saturday,

so I'm posting my 4 wk progress report a day early.

(I know - the blog is usually exempt from screen time decrees, but I figured - it's only 2 days...)

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The title may have given you a clue;

I'm up 2.2 lbs.

I quit taking my measurements after the first 3 I took 

showed (not insignificant) increases.

I can not express how discouraged I am.

I want to cry.

And EAT ALL THE THINGS.

I want to say screw exercising.

But I'm tired of being fat, 

so I won't do that.

Well, I will cry.... 

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It clearly doesn't matter, 

but I didn't miss a single workout the past 4 weeks,

even though some days I really had to talk myself into exercising.

I ate well 90% of the time, and even when I 'cheated' I didn't go hog wild

and I drank plenty of water.

I (mostly) took my supplements - which aren't specifically for weight loss, but are supposed to be helping me be healthier over-all.

I get plenty of sleep.

I don't know what else to do.

(And I know it isn't all about the scale

or the measurements

but still - it feels like I got a big fat F on a test I worked really hard to prepare for)