two good days

Many of you know I've been on a quest for quite some time.

To lose fat, yes,

but more importantly,

to just be healthy.

To feel good, 

no - great -

most of the time.

I had two days recently

(May 4th and 5th)

where I felt great.

Truly great,

for the first time in 

well, let's leave it at 

a really long time.

I thought I had reached a turning point.

That all of my efforts over the past few years were finally paying off!

And then Wednesday (the 6th) came,

and I was back to my usual self,

(only maybe a bit worse even than usual)

I tried to remember everything I'd done the previous 2 days

and duplicate it,

to no avail.

I don't know why I had those 2 days,

but I'm so grateful that I did!

It was nice to experience how it felt to really feel good,

and it gives me hope that I can feel great 

again.