fun Momma

I really wish I could find the mom

I used to be.

I don't know where she went 

or quite when I lost her.

3 or 4 kids ago, probably...

Once upon a time,

I was fun.

Never as fun as Dad, mind you, but still fun.
Today,

all the fun I could muster 

was

"Hey, Guys! Let's go buy a new heater!"

Should we go to Yeagers?

Or Wal-mart?"

What's sad

is

 for a brief moment

I really thought it might be fun.

We decided on Wal-mart

so we could buy some snacks, too.

About 30 seconds after buckling the girls

into one of those impossible to push gigantic carts

I changed my mind about our fun adventure.

note to self:

It has never been

nor will it likely ever be

fun

to go to Walmart

with your 4 youngest children.

What might be fun, though

is eating Doritos with guacamole for dinner

and those color changing Jolly Rancher popsicles we bought

for dessert.